kelsey_talent

Tue, 14 Sep 2004 01:51:12 GMT

Alright..i dont know whats going on lately.. haha.. i think i just updated yesterday.. hell.. i dont know lol..anyways..i do know what happened today...i woke up went to school.. on the way to school me and melissa were talking..shes in 9th grade shes one of the girls at dads house thing from work shes actually pretty radd :) i like her :0) anyways..i got to school it was okay.. i actually had a pretty good day.. only shane wasnt there today! EW!! you dork you were suppose to go..i dont care if your sick i need to see you buddy :) lol..anyways..orchestra was rather fun today.. i kept on getting lost and i couldnt stop laughing..heh..math was great too..freaking simone ..omg..shes a freaking dork..chorus was fun as always.. i just feel soo bad again lol.. im soo mean.. im going to tell..but then again..You are too ASHTON! :) heh.. after school i had drum sectional soo i stayed till 4 i wont get into what happened after school because im soo fucking pissed off about some of it..but danielle and i went to the campus to get leaves for her bio project..danielle was like clearing her throat andwas like LLOOK behind YOU andi did and it was MIKE!! i was like WOW i didnt think he was gonna come lol..anyways..alright.. uhh..then i left lol..dad picked me up at danielles and i went to drum lessons..on the way back i got quite a scare but i dont wanna talk about that..THAT FUCKING DOUCEBAG! AH! anyways. yeah im gonna go :)

Birthday=Monday
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AMEN! hALLELUJIAH!! PRAISE THE LORD!! THE NEW GREEN DDAY CD FINALLY COMING CLOSE TO COMING OUT AMEN !!!! :) heh

good - later Dudes :)
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Tue, 14 Sep 2004 01:48:28 GMT

Sun, 12 Sep 2004 17:01:51 GMT

Well i dont really remember much of what happened yesterday lol exccept for like at night... hah i know thats strange eh? but oh well.. uhh.. i went upstairs to go to bed and well dads girlfriend hung this frog on a swing up by the ceiling and i forgot and hit my head off of it..yeah it hurt like hell..hah..then i came back down to get a drink and she looks at me and goes WHAT DO YOU WANT! and was saying stuff to me..ew what a fucking bitch.. i hate her..anyways..then i went back upstairs and fell asleep :) i had a dream about like little mouseys lol and freaking i was making mouse noises and all the sudden i hear briana say SHUT THE FUCK UP!!! really loud but she was still sleeping .. LOL omg it was soo funny..then i fell back asleep :0) anyways..today.. i woke up in a pretty decent mood :)i got on here and talked to some people.. today is actually not a bad day..not a bad day at all ;) heh.. hopefully i can have more of these days:) tomorrows school..blahh...hah..

good bye :)

Fri, 10 Sep 2004 23:17:56 GMT

woke up went to school..that was basically my day...after school like an hour or so maria and ashton and danielle come bursting into my house and we were walking 0ut of nowhere ashton and danielle push me into this freaking thorn bush and i did a back flip over it into someones yard wholey hell did it freaking hurt like shit!!! i have scrapes all over me..but i got them back :) maria didnt do nothing soo there fore shes cool and me and her were talking shes awesome :) hah..we visited megan she was doing her homework..we visited with her and her little doggie :) awe..heh.. then i came home hah that was my day.. school sucked.. i wasnt in a good mood at all.. i was just trying to pretend i was okay soo people wouldnt ask me lol..but yeah.. im upset about stuff..blah!!!!!!! :(

maybe next week will go better..like yeah right..but hey who knows..

BYE!!! :(

Fri, 10 Sep 2004 01:33:46 GMT

Wholey FREAKING A!!!!!!

WHY cant I get YOU out OF my FREAKING head!?!?!?!?!?!?!

This freaking sux!!!!!!!!!!

I CANT GET THIS PERSON OUT OF MY HEAD!!!!!!!!
AND WELL!!!

IM GONNA DIE!!!

Thu, 09 Sep 2004 21:03:11 GMT

Hello :) i havent wrote in here in like 2 days hah ive just been busy i guess? yesterday i went to school it was boring as always umm..rachael and katlyn rode the bus with me :) and we got off at keith and walked down to rachaels :)rachael called david then katlyn called kyle then we went downstairs and ate then we went back up to her room and me and rachael fell asleep and katlyn was up on the computer lol my god was i tired lol.. i dont know why though haha we slept for like an hour lol it wasnt that long :) then i called my dad because he wanted me to check in with him at 6 soo i did then hes like im picking you up at 7 i was like uhh alright hah soo we just layed around ..then he came and started fighting with me about something and telling me i lied to him about something and shit and it pissed me off and i was just giving it right back to him..then he gotmad and started yelling soo i got pissed off even more and started yelling louder and then we got home and hes like go sit down i was like no i dont wanna talk to you then all this other shit that you dont need to know happened...and yeah it was gay..my dads gay..umm..then that was pretty much it ..hah.. today i got to school and walked around with rashonda :) she is just like wicked awesome :)then the bell rang soo i went to homeroom and i wasl ike all hyper because of all this stuff that i did lol! oMG! lol.. i was talking to ashley and she called me a doofus and i was like waht? did you just ask me..do you fish? and she started cracking up laughing and she was like uhh.. NO haha..hmm i was out of it this morning :)i was such in a good mood though heh..1st period came we had a test i thought i did pretty good :) well atleast i knew most of the stuff i had to answer lol..thats a first american history isnt my best subject haha i usually fail all the tests in that class oh well..shane wrote me a poem ..:)then iw ent to english we had a sub AMEN! anyone but that BIATCH lol..shes getting to be okay but shes not there yet soo..ya know heh..then i went to biology and on the way these 2 girls were holding hands and ricky goes eww iw as like what hes like look i was like and thats a problem hes like yes im a homophobic i was like i see that and hes like yes i wanna kill all the gay people and ew what a douchebag i was just getting ready to go off on him but i couldnt get everything that iw anted to say out because well..he turns down the one hall and i go straight haha and i had alot of stuff to say..eww taht freaking idiot! anyways..biology wasnt taht bad..umm...i went to lunch ..me and alexis just talked like always.. i told her what ricky said and well ricky sits with us now and she looked at him and started going off and hje had no clue what she was talking about and then he was confused and i started laughing and was like CALM DOWN .. lol but it was quite funny seeing her do taht..haha..anywyas..after lunch i went to chorus :) i saw quinn on the way hah said hi to her..i feel awkardly VERY really weird around her for some reason ? lol.. anyways..then iwent to orchestra and kept getting lost in the music lol damn! then i went to math and felt soo stupid because the teacher had to keep coming back to me and explaining this stuff..then i went to band and me and keegan tuned our quads and made noises and stuff being loud like always :) heh..i was soo cold because i gave alexis my hoodie to wear because she was freezing too and im such a nice person..hah..omg ..it was freaking cold all day long!! lol.. yeah now im home :) and umm dad is taking me to dinner sometime around 5 ? haha he PROMISED he wouldnt bring no one it was just me and him whoa!!!!!!!!!!! like that will happen hah .. well gotta go:)

bye :)

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Tue, 07 Sep 2004 20:10:52 GMT

wow.. im really not in a good mood..

Today i woke up got ready dad took me to school...i got to school..uhh.. went in homeroom talked to ashley :) Mr.ed longo wasnt there today..damn he always makes my days :) i went to 1st period shane asks me if i did my bio and i was like uhh what..and hes like we had to have that packet thingy done and i was like hmm.. OH SHIT! lol.. omg freaking whoa.. i love this guy he keeps me up to date on what i need for class and stuff..he helped me with it :) we didnt really do anything in 1st period soo he helped me with it and i got it done..whew. im glad i have someone like him in my classes to remind me heh.then from there i went to english and my teacher was actually being well.. not a bitch..haha..we worked with one other persn today.. my partner was scott :) heh i got put with the smart kid.. hes awesome :) we werent even really doing the assignment we just sat there the whole time and talked ....he's my buddy :) then from there i go to bio and i saw shane :) ahh.. heh.. we got another freaking packet to do..oh great lol.. oh well shane helped me with it..well he just gave me answers :) haha.. then from there i go to lunch..omg today shane scared the shit out of me..he always comes up behind me and pokes me omg today he freaking poked both of my sides and i almost dropped my books because that tickles soo much lol.. omg.. i almost peed myself lol..he was nice and walked me outside today .. lol.. wow.. lol..hes such a nice boy :) then i got to lunch and i got to call steve a douchebag today yay! hmm..then from there i went to chorus it was okay.. i feel really bad..me and ashton are going to go to hell for doing this really mean thing in chorus omg.. i cant get it out of my mind i feel like SOO bad..anyways..then from there i go to orchestra WHOLEY SHIT! did i feel soo uncomfortable..my god..it was still alittle fun i guess..kevin always makes it fun..but i just felt really uncomfortable being in that room..then from there i go to math and i felt stupid because i had to keep asking the teacher to come over soo i could soo what the hell i was doing wrong..me and irene were making faces at each other..lol..omg i invented a new face! YES!!! haha..then fromt here i go to band..we didnt do nothing since our instruments were being packed on the truck for practice tonight..soo me and alexis just sat there the whole period and talked about stuff...it was very nice =) heh.. then uhh i went to my locker waited for amber and then we found our bus :) lol.. and umm.. now im home..and yeah that was pretty much my day.. and tonight i have t go to mansion park for prcatice from 6 - 9 rachael and i were suppose to hang out today but i guess that aint gonna happen..but its okay because shes riding the bus home with me tomorrow and were gonna hang out <3 woo! :) omgi really dont wanna go to band tonight.. i know it.. im gonna feel really uncomfortable there too..ahhh!!! i havent been in good moods lately..im not talking to my sister right now because of something she fucking did!!!!!!!!!! i cant even fucking talk to anybody..except for like 2 people..everyone else i feel like uncomfortable around i cant explain it its just weird..but yeah...

Good-Bye

Mon, 06 Sep 2004 15:44:54 GMT

Yesterday.... i was at rachael's because i spent the night..but ..my dad made me come home at 4 ..yeah it was gay..then when i got home he was like lets go get bri at the mall soo i was like uhh okay..soo i rode out with him and e waited for her to get off work then she wanted to go look around alittle soo my dad was like ill just go wait in the car soo me and her went in jcpenneys and umm aeropostale or whatever.. haha i was putting hats on :) she told me i looked like a retard in them lol oh well i dont wear hats anyways lol ..umm..then we were done soo we went to look for the car and umm.. yeah we found it after 10 minutes lol..then dad took us home and then he wanted me to run somewhere else with him..rahh! hah..then he was like do you guys wanna go to a cook out with me and i was like where and he said his girlfriends and i was like NO WAY...and briana didnt even wanna go either..hah..and he was trying to make me feel bad for not going but he understands why..oh well.. then right as he left mike got on and wanted to see if i wanted to hang out..soo he came up for alittle bit...then after he left i just got online and talked to people ..talked to rachael on the phone some more ;) then i wrote in my other journal..my personal one haha.. and tried to find a place to hide it soo my dad cant find it..he freaking snoops around in my room god i cant have anything private in there.. it pisses me off..rahh..but if he found that.. omg..would he kill me lol.. id be in soo much trouble..oh well..whatever.. hmm..today dad wants me to hang out with him..but me and rachael were suppose too ..but i guess me and him can hang out and then me and rachael can hang out alittle later ....im suprised he wants to hang out with me..hah yeah..

bye

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 22:07:11 GMT

yesterday started out okay..then it ended up being fucking hell.. i hated it...i was soo upset about something..then..other things happened and i totally got out of control and yeah..lets just say i broke some things...yeah.. i dont know whats gotten in to me lately..ive been having a problem controlling myself when i get mad.. my dad told me that im starting to freak him out..but whatever..it doesnt seem like anyone understands anymore..rachael called me..then i told her id call her back..then when i called her back i was like bawling..and i felt stupid because i was crying soo hard to her on the phone..heh..then ...i went to rachaels house.. i was getting ready to walk down and i see this car pull in my alley soo i jetted to my house and rachael was laughing soo hard she could barely say my name...omg it was radd my eyes got all big..lol..but..yeah david came over and then he left around 3 something in the morning..then he came over again today.. then we just sat around and watched movies and stuff..then my dad came and picked me up aand then we went and got bri at the mall and now im home which im very happy for.. i didnt really wanna go anywhere.. i rather of stayed at rachaels house..but my dad made me come home soo..yeah..hah.. im still really pisssed off at him..and im just soo upset about stuff..but whatever..

bye

Sat, 04 Sep 2004 19:59:31 GMT

wow this really sucks.. :(

Sat, 04 Sep 2004 12:04:46 GMT

Wholey hell is it too freaking early to be up!!! i have a parade this morning though soo ya know its alright i guess im tired as hell.. when i woke up i couldnt even barely open my house(hahaha my house!!) i mean my eyes thats how tired i am lol..and the bad part is its not raining soo we'll probably have the parade omg.. im gonna like fall asleep when were going down the street lol im gonna play and then start to fall asleep and slowly drift off into the sidewalk haha..iw ouldnt actually do that but that would be pretty funny looking.. im not THAT stupid haha..anways..yesterday i went to school it was alright..american studies was okay today..we got to work with 2 people soo i worked with kaytee and shane and let me tell you kaytee's not my favorite person but since we have like no other friends in the class were nice to each other ahah..and shane is my buddy from bio :) i love him heh.. then after that was english it wasnt too bad either..the teacher just read a story out of some book and all i did was sit there and fall asleep haha..and stare at slone sarah and josh like usual haha theres nothing else to do in that class..haha..in biology we took a test i think i did really good..haha surpisingly i always fail test..but i think that i did pretty good on this one on a ccount of i studied forever then i hurried up and studied real quick right before we got the test haha soo WOO! i better get a good grade :)then i went to lunch and it was fun..but i didnt get to call steve a douchebag :( calling him a douchebag just makes my day..haha.. ill have to do it twice on monday then :) heh.. then from there i go to chorus and it was fun..me and ashton were freestyling again :) then i went to orchestra i hate it..but kevin always makes it fun..haha then from there i go to math and omg i cant even look at the teacher because she has a lazy eye..and the one day me and irene were working on some math thing together and freaking she came over to help us and shes looking at me and the one eyes looking directly at me and the other ones like staring off in space LOL omg i couldnt help it but i kept on staring at her eyes lol it was soo funny then freaking simone did something haha it was sooo funny lool.. i thinnk i already wrote about this in another entry but oh well you can here it again :) then from there i go to band and thats always fun..we just had a study hall yesterday because of it being game day and all :) i sat wtih paige and like all the clarinnet people hah.. then..here comes the end of school okay i go to meet jamie and shes not there soo i just go ride the bus:) lol.. i saw tara<3 :) heh..then i was walking outta the building to my bus and i see shara and irene and there like how do i do the bus? haha.. sthey rode the bus with me yesterday :) then i get home and i cant get ahold of jamie soo my grandpap comes and picks me uplol i get to the game and see liz soo we walked in trying to find where we all go and stuff haha.. theni find jamie and i found out she was talking abuot meeting hr but on the other side of the building and i was likeshit im sorry haha..we got on field and practiced then we got to eat :) i sat with jamie and erin :) then eric came over woo! then we got ready :) and headed for umm that park haha.. i get over there and find out i have to put my harnest under my coat thing and im like oh great soo i took my coat off and put my harnest on and i couldnt even put it back on soo britany helped me with that problem :) haha..then i forgot we werent using our music folder things soo me and travis just put them in our harnests lol..it wasnt really comfy but hey we needed somewhere to put them aha..then the game started it wasnt really that much fun..aha.. me and keagan and rogan were just saying aWEEEEEEEEEE!!! yEAH YEAH!! WHAT!! the whole time haha i love those guys :) then after the game i found out that my gramma was there so she gave me a ride home.. she was like jenn was suppose to come but she didnt get in from pittsburgh yet i was like ohh..haha.. that would of been cool i love jenn :)anyways.. i got home got online then went to bed..and now im here and i have to be at a parade at 9 and im really tired..haha..

bye :)

<333Kelsey!

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 20:12:31 GMT

i havent updated in a couple days.. but yet again im too tired..with school and band and all the other freaking things that i have going on now im soo exhausted its not even funny..anyways..today i woke up went to school..in american history omg my teacher is such a freaking douchebag..me and jen were just laughing at like nothing hah..and shane kept on freaking TAPPING me and he knows i hate it! ew! lol..then i went to english and that was okay i guess..sarah and josh sit across the room from me and all we do is like stare at each other the whole time..and slone kept looking at me and kept on doing that i love you signs to me lol.. what a dork...ricky and jordan were being like extra nice to me today haha it was weird..jordan got me paper and ricky got me this book..lol i was like gee thanks but i have legs too that i can walk with there not broken haha..i felt special ;) haha not really but ya know..anyways..then after that me and ricky walked to bio class oh what fun :) hah shane also sits next to me in that class..its great everytime i look over at him he alwyas gives mesomething to write with or like a piece of paper or something..ive only known him since the first day of school and everytime i look at him he already knows what i want..lol.. talk about a mind reader :) hah awe hes such a cutie :)then from there i go to lucnh..freaking caitlin was suppose to sit with me today but she forgot! lol..oh well its okay.. i sat with alexis and kelly storme like always and ya know calling steve a douchebag to his face that was fun :) and just saying rude comments to a person that sits at our table because she never shuts up but when i say the rude comments she neve hears me the only person that seems to hear it is alexis considering she sits right by me haha...then from there me and alexis walked to 4th period we waited for ashley then i had to go to the first floor for chorus and they left for art..yay..haha..chorus was pretty radd today :)the teacher told me i was a goofball lol..shes crazy too soo ya know i dont wanna hear it haha.. then from there i go to uhh..orchestra and thats gay..but when i walked in kevins like asking me these questions..he had to find out for physics how many breathes does an average human take in 70 years haha it was great i helped him and we both figured it out yay hah.. then he did this neat thing that told me how old i was in seconds haha.. im 489,888,000 seconds old :) yes! lol..and hes like 10 times that..haha..hes great i love that dude :) then from there i go to math..and we got to work with people today soo me and irene worked together and freaking were stupid and couldnt do anything lol..soo she came over and tried to help us and i couldnt stop laughing because she has a lazy eye and everytime she looked at me id just look at her eyes and i couldnt help but stare at her lazy eye..OMG it was soo funny i almost peed myself..then i look over and simone is makingthis funny face and pretends to grab the teachers ass..HAHA it was soo funny i just started cracking up laughing and she looked behind her and simones like HHAHhaha and she looks at me like im a phsyco LOL i couldnt help it..hah i love simone shes funny :)this kid that sits beside me thats in 11th grade omg he always stares at me during class..and i actually looked at him this time awe..he has GEORGEOUS eyes.. i mean there soo beautiful awe :)..then from there i go to band..omg freaking the last 3 songs..one started out fast then we get to the 2nd song thats like more faster then the last one and thats like SUPER DUPER fast..me and keagan were like freaking lifting our arms to play because thats how fast it was going lol..omg..was it fast..our hands and arms were dying by the last measure haha..oh well..anyways..then i left and went to my bus and went home and now here i am :) yay..and im getting ready to go do some homework woo! haha let me tell ya how much fun thatll be :) yeah..and umm..hmm..toight from 6-9 i have band..soo yeah i better get all my 12 pounds of homework done haha ..soo yeah thats good :)

<333Kelsey!

WHO WANTS TO BE MY LOVERRR?!?!?! <33333333

wwwwwoooooooooooooooo baby!!!!!

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 22:14:42 GMT

well..today was a piece of shit :) 1st period i have to write some stupid paper on some stupid indian movie that i have no idea of what the hell its about or whateverlol..second period me and ricky almost got detention because we kept talking and we were being loud..oh well haha i hate english hey if she didnt want me to talk then she shouldnt have put ricky RIGHT BESIDE ME!!! lol.. we went to an assembly thing..and then me and slone were talking and we got introuble haha.. then i went to biology and it was stupid..the kid next to me is weird he always talks to me and is like giving me answers to stuff ..god he must think im realy stupid or something ..lol..then i went to my locker and went to lunch and met up with alexis and kelly storme then we went and sat down and talked and stuff..then after that i walked with alexis to my next class i saw ashley wyandt on the way on the steps..AHH i love her.. shes not in any of my classes this year though :( blahh that sux im gonna miss screaming across the room to her like we always do :( oh well i see her at lunch :) heh.. anyways..then from lunch that leads me too umm..chorus :) haha omg today i couldnt stop laughing at a couple things which i wont mention because there alittle mean lol..but omg..it was soo funny then i was trying to pretend too like cough soo i didnt get introuble and i couldnt hold it in no more i just busted out laughing and shes like hunny wanna go get a drink? and i was like dieing i couldnt even talk then everyone started laughing at me lol.. i couldnt even get up to get a drink i was just soo like out of breath..lol.. anyways..then after that i went to orchestra it wasnt bad..haha.. umm then i went to math and me and irene were talking atleast im in a class with her :) lol..then after that i went to band it was fun we actually played today :) then after school we had a sectional then bri came and picked me up we took rashonda home and then bri was like brigette cooked us supper soowere going to moms i was like WHOA! because this sister never cooks or does anything lol..but it wa good :) anyways..then i went home lol and now im home ..

i have drums tonight oh yay i get to see kevin :) aha my bud :)

<333Kelsey!

woo! computers back!!!

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 19:29:19 GMT

HALLAAALLUUEEJJIAHH!!!!! my fricken computer is back to life..A FREAKING MEN! AMEN! AMEN!!! lol.. guys you honestly dont know how freaking happy i am too have this back.. i almost died !! lol..but im good now !!! wow..ALOOTT and may i say...AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLLLLOTTTTTTTTTTTTTT has happened since i wrote in here... but im just too lazy too say all of it haha.. umm.. school started..I HATE IT..i absolutely hate it!! im in like love with 3 people in band :) lol.. its radd..school sux..wait i already said that :) but yeah.. i hate it i hate it i hate it.. i couldnt say that enough.. i liked keith..but i hate THIS school with a big freaking passion.. hmm.. alot of things have been going on between me and my family and stuff.. i just ya know choose not to say anything ...me and mike are still together :) woo! im like in love with him now..haha..wow that sounded cheesy..but i love him :)lol..i went to my grammas yesterday then i went to the hospital for stuff..and i got stuff..and yeah..umm..then i came home and jenn called i was soo happy :) i havent talked or seen her in like forever woo! im going to pittsburgh to see her today.. today i went too umm..baker mansion for some band thing..it sucked..i got to dance though :) haha.. it rained..then travis took me home :) now im here..and actually not bored for once..yeah.. im gonna go :)

<333Kelsey!

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 20:56:35 GMT

whoa.. i havent updated in this thing for ever haha..im updating this just for you kelly ;) hah.. umm.. i really dont remember like anything that happened..

we started band camp on the 9th..that was like waht? 2 weeks ago..hah...umm ..i mostly have just been hanging out with alexis and travis and kelly in band camp..umm..its alright.. im beginning to actually start to like it now ..hmm..i almost got ran over by a fricken car the one day..haha katlyn ran across the street and caused the wreck and the car flew up on the curve and was like 5 ft from me and rashonda thank god it didnt run over us!! woo!!..yesterday i went to band camp we got out early soo..megan's mom took me her and amber over to her house and jess and liz met us there..then we got there and then we walked up to the field to visit the keith band..and when i got there people were all screaming my name..and like 10 people came over and were like freaking tackling me..lol..wow..i didnt know they missed me that much..haha..soo then i went over and started talking to alexis' mom ..hah i love her mom shes radd ;) then i turn around and see mrs.connels baby and im like OMG shes HERE! lol..and she was sitting in her car getting ready to get out..she got out and i just freaking tackled her..haha.. i miss her soo much..shes like one of the people that i got soo attached too in school because we talked alot and stuff..anyways..then i went up and found alexis and asked her if she watned to go to megans with us..and she said sure..and when i looked to find them they already left soo me and alexis just walked up there and megan was hanging out the door haha soo we went in and stuff and got food :) and hung out..and omg did we feel out of place..lol i had no freaking idea what they were talking about lol..soo me and alexis just had our own little conversation and ate ice :) haha..soo then we walked back up to the field and hung out some more just sat on the hill and i got to talk to dan :) woo! i love that guy haha hes awesome..then we went and got a snow cone then went back up on the hill and ..then we decided to leave and everyone came over and gave us hugs again then we went back up to megans :) we went down in her basement and watched tv and talked about stuff :) it was nice :) then after awhile they took me and amber home ..wow.its soo nice how we live soo close to eachother lol...anyways.. i got home i got ready and all that stuff..hmm.. then jamie picked me up and we went to meet the lions it was okay.. i dont really wanna say everything that happened :) haha..soo yeah that was pretty good :) then jamie took me home and yeah that was it..then today.. i got up went to band camp.. i was almost late! haha..oh well.. anyways.. we stayed inside today instead of having a sectional..:) woo! then we went out side haha it was raining alittle bit we finished up halftime rahh! god i was soo pissed off..thenw e went to lunch me and rashonda met up with alexis and we went over to dairy queen..we ate..and then we went back over and omg..that was just great! lol.. on the way back 12 27 ::alexis running across the street :: oMG! that was freaking funny.. it was like you just had to see how she was running haha..and when we were by roosevelt we were doing something..and omg.. it just hit me and i started like cracking up laughing and then iw as getting soo dizzy then i was like wholey shit and grabbed on to alexis' purse then she starts laughing and rashondas just like looking at us lol..and me and alexis couldnt stop laughing..and we got our drums and then we headed over to the field..me and alexis couldnt stop laughing..then megan comes over to us and was like are high? and me and alexis are just like HAHAH then shes like omg are you forreal and thenwe just start laughing and walk away.. lol..she thought we were high .. HAHA! it was great..LOL..we should do that more often haha..then we went over and sat on the seat thingy and we couldnt stop laughing then alexis is like HAHa i havent laughed this hard since i was a little boy! lol..and im like WOW hHAHa i need a chiropractor LOL..omg we were just saying shit that came outta no where..and then we went back on for halftime and i almost fell over my own foot.. lol! talk about being dizzy omg..lol..that was soo funny..then eventually band camp was over and jamie took me home :) and now im home heh..yay.. tomorrowi have a sectional from 8-9 how im gonna wake up in time for taht>? only god knows..my god i never can wake up this early i dont know what im gonna do for school haha..but anyways..we are only having it until 11 30 tomorrow..soo yay! heh.. umm.. i dont know what else im doing today.. i think ill just stay hoem and be a bum..or maybe call margarita and see if she wants to do anything..GOOD NEWS THOUGH!!! SHES NOT MOVING UNTIL SOMETIME INT HE WINTER.. SOO AMEN! im soo happy about that.. but ill miss her like god SOO much when she leaves..ahh! anyways...wow my computer actually let me update soo..WOO! haha..

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<333Kelso!!!

this is gonna be a long one..hehe

Fri, 06 Aug 2004 17:38:03 GMT

whoa..thanks for my new journal tara..:)
everyone add me to there friends list and ill add you guys back..;)

i dont do bad things for the last freaking time!!!!!!!!

i liked to start off and say acouple things..

i dont like to be told what to do..

yes i make mistakes but who doesnt..

and people get the wrong impression of me before they even meet me..god they dont even know me..but whatever..
anyways..

Ever since i wrote in here alot has happened ..

wednesday: rachael and i woke up and just hung out for awhile...then around like 2 or something she left to go home..we were gonna hang out and go down to mike ruperts house but that didnt end up happening because i guess amanda called and asked her to go to pittsburgh with her overnight..soo rachael ended up going to pittsburgh..but thats okay because mike came up =) haha then he left..and then i had to call my dad and stuff..and then i took a walk..and got on here for awhile then went to bed..

Thursday:brandon woke up around 7 soo then i got ready and then we went to pick todd uup omg hes freeakin crazy..haha i love him .. we pulled up and my brothers all layin on the horn and i have my head out the window yelling his name and screaming really loud and hes on his porch with his hands in the air screaming it was hilarious we probably woke people up haha they would of been really pissed if we did that lol..anyways..we pick him up..then we went and picked tracie up and she looked really mad..but it was fine after she got in the car i guess she was mad with her dad? i dont know..but anyways..then were like half way up the one street and brandons like uhh oh.. about the tickets i need to go print that paper out soo ican give the people it when we wget there to get our tickets..haha..soo we went back to tracies and printed it out then we went and got gas in the car then we headed out to pittsburgh..haha it was soo much fun on the way up there we were all rockin out too foo fighters and billy talent ..it was awesome..especially being in the car with brandon and tracie and todd..there like the most funnest people to be with...anyways..we finally get there..and it took us like 10 minutes to get into our parking place..then we all get out and stretch and do whatever else we needed to do ...then we headed to the gate to gget our tickets and we met some news friends standing inline hah they were pretty cool :) then ...we go to the check in thing soo we could actually go inside..thats what i hate ..haha..everyyear they make you lift your shirt up just soo they can see your waiste and you spin to make sure your not hiding anything lol.. it was funny tho..hmm..so then we got in there and we met up with some more of our friends..sarah..stacie..ang..and katie..then we walked around with them for awhile went to the line up board and wrote the bands that we wanted to see down on a piece of paper..then we went to see coheed and cambria me brandon and stacie went up to the front and the rest just stayed back alittle ... brandons all up infront of us next thig you know we see him diving into the moshpit and i was like hey come on soo i took stacies hand and dragged us both into the moshpit omg it was awesome :) hah..wasnt the baddest one yet though lol..then after that we all went and saw billy talent..well everyone stayed in the far back..me and brandon went into the mosh pit..and omg did we get the shit kicked out of us in that one haha..i got kicked in the face by crowd surfers and there was a circle pit going on and i decided to be stupid and go run into that haha it was really fun though..then after that i went and tryed to find brandon because we got serperated in the pit because he got knocked on the ground ..so then i found him and we went over to the next stage and saw the vandals we met todd over there we already got in to the pit hah it was awesome.. we got the shit kicked out of us in that one too .. then after that we went and just looked around for awhile then we met up will andy and we just walked around with him for awhile..we went to see the letter killers with him they were really good and there was a huge circle pit going on and we went to leave because we were gonna miss something else that was going on soo brandon went and ran across and im behind andy he decides to hold my hand and drag me across the freaking out of control circle pit and we got hit in the face while trying to do that lol..ahh.. i love andy .. hes a cutie ;) heh..anyways..then after that we went to meet up with tracie and other friends to see sugarcult then i left and went over to get a spot for new found glory while i was walking over i saw liz and ashton and ashtons mom was standing there and i went up behind her and scared her hah it was great :) soo then me liz and ashton were talking and i was like go in the pit with me..and they were like alright soo..we waited for ashtons mom to leave lol then we linked arms and went half way up there..then we just talked and waited for it too start.then it finally started soo we linked arms again and i pulled them up to the pit with me and omg did they have fun haha..it was soo much fun seeing liz in a moshpit hhaa she had fun though..her and ashton were like cracking up laughing and they couldnt move because they were laughing soo hard and crowd surfers were all falling on them and shit lol..it was hilariuos i got the crap kciked out of me from crowd surfers also hah..then we all fell like 3 times and one dood was grabbing me by my shirt and i was like its not working its not working then hes like this will he grabs me by my butt and i go flying up in the air i was like wow that worked haha..soo then we got seperated and im trying to like push people out of the way to pull liz up with me and ashton and then we fell again lol..it was great..after that me liz and ashton went to get a drink and we sat down for awhile we were soo tired after that mosh pit omg it took all the energy out of us haha..we were like screw yellowcard well go catch the last of them after we get a drink hah..so then we got a drink then went and saw the last of them..then i met up with tracie and brandon and them and then brnadon went too see something with andy and i just stayed with tracie sarah stacie ang and katie and they wanted to eat soo i went with them and sat down..there all pretty cool.. i like sarah shes pretty radd..she works down at the movie store..she was soo funny hah..like out of no where she would say the stupidest stuff but it was soo funny..hah..then after that brandon came and found us sitting on the hill and then we went to see story of the year well me and brandon did.. tracie and them went and saw motion city soundtrack after that we went to see flogging molly omg they were awesome :) then after that me and brandon went to the allister tent and i got a shirt yay :) and i bough like 2 cds.. and i got like freakking all my pockets were illed of freaking stickers and patches and these chain things that people were giving me and i got like 7 cd samplers hah awesome :) umm..then after that we went to see the last of motion city soundtrack they were REALLY good..after that we went and saw nofx the last of it..we left during the middle of it because it wasnt all THAT great they sounded like shit and tracie and me wanted to leave and brandon was really tired too soo we just told todd to meet us back at the car because thats like his favorite band soo we left him to go up t o the pit haha..we just walking around looking at stuff on the ground and w found like 5 dollars in quarters haha yay! then we went to the car todd met us back and we left..and on the way home was freaking the most funnest but im not gonna say anything a bout that lol..i didnt really update alot on warped tour like i couldhave but im no going to because im too lazy and tired..and yeah..haha..no one really needs to know everything that went on there heh :) but overall i really had a good time..i met alot of new people and stuff and got there sn's soo im talking to them now :) but yeah..i cant freaking wait for sept.. thats when new found glory and freaking GREEN DAY!!! they start touring together and sugarcults opening for them.. omg 3 of my favorite bands RAHHH!!!!! im soo happy ..hehe..brandon and tracie is gonna take me to see themfor my birthday omg im soo excited lol.. i cant wait for sept.21st either lol thats one day after my birthday and thats when the new greenday cd comes out..woo! im soo getting it..haha.. i love green day..omg no one like understands how much i love them!!! lol .. there just great..anyways...that should be a really good birthday present from them though..every concert i go to with them is always really fun :)anyways..

Today: i woke up ..got on here..talked to some people for awhile ..that was pretty much it.. me and jamie are going bowling tonight yay! that should be fun hanging out with her like always..=) i dont think im doing anything else today..haha ..im too tired too anyways.. im still really tired and worn out and REALLY freaking sore from yesterday =) but its okay;..atleast i had fun.. i really needed it with all the stuff that has been going on lately ya know..

im soo fed up with stuff right now ..fun and friends is all i really need..i mean family is always there..but .. mines not..as much as i would like to say that i have a great family..i really dont..and i really hate saying that too..people are always asking me how could you say that about your family and i try to explain they dont get it..they just dont get it..people ask me stuff because they heard it going around school or they just heard it from someone ..i try to explain to them why i do it they dont get it..there just like ohh youll grow out of it..no no..i wont..they dont get it..im sure most of you know what im talking about when i say that ..anyways.. im just thinking how it would be if i lived with my mom..like would i get along with my stepdad? probably not..would i get along with my mom? yeah..would i really get to do anything? no..id have to stay home and babysit isaac all the time because brigettes never home.. i love my little brother to death and everything but id wanna go out and do stuff too ya know.. i love playing with my little brother hes probably one of the best things that is in my life right now along with my mom and some friends..those are the people i love with all my heart and that i would die for..because i love them soo much and theyve been there for me for as long as ive known them and i can trust them with my life ...anyways.. yeah..ill stop bitching in here..haha..band camp starts on monday.. im alittle excited for that i guess.. i dont really like band at altoona as much as i did keith..but then again i havent been in it that long this is just my first year soo yeah.. ive been doing alot of thinking lately.. and im gonna hahve to do something i dont want too but its for my own good i guess :\ and i dont want to have to live like this no more.. soo..im gonna do it..im soo worried about some people right now.. i havent talked too someone in like 5 days and im soo worried about what might have happened to them..eh..:\

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<333 Kelso!!!